Saturday, August 23, 2014

Why I am jumping ship......sort of.


I was born in Houston, TX in 1981.  It is my city.  I love Houston.  I grew up rooting for everything Houston.  The Astros, the Rockets, and the Oilers.  The city is in my blood.  My sports heroes were Craig Biggio, Jeff Bagwell, Hakeem Olajuwon, Warren Moon, and Ernest Givins.  These were the players that I grew up rooting for and placing my faith in.

Life circumstances happen though, and mine took me to Idaho. My love for my city and my teams, however, never wavered.  I continued to root for the Houston teams even while living so far away.  They are a part of me.

Following the 1995 NFL season, the Oilers announced that they were moving to Tennessee.  This came as great news to my father, whose job had just relocated him to Nashville.  To me, it didn’t make that much difference.  I was still in Idaho, and rooting for these players in Tennessee felt pretty much the same as it did when they were in Texas.  I didn’t feel the same sense of abandonment that a lot of Houstonians felt because I wasn’t there.  So, I just stuck with the team.  There was no plans to have another team in Houston, and it was very natural for me to keep rooting for players that I had watch come into our system; players like Steve McNair and Eddie George.  They continued to be a huge part of my sports identity.

In 2002, the NFL added an expansion team located in Houston; the Houston Texans.  I felt a little conflicted, but had stuck with the Titans (formerly Oilers) up to this point and didn’t feel any huge connection to the Texans proximity-wise since I was still living in Idaho.  So, the Titans continued to be my team.  In the back of my mind, however, I always kept an eye on the Texans, paid attention to their drafts, and their offseason moves.  But, it was under the surface. 

Then, in 2012, my family and I moved back to Texas, and I really started to feel conflicted.  I felt very strange being so close to my home town, with all of the Houston games on local TV, and yet rooting for a team 800 miles away.  Adding to this was a change in ownership for the Titans and a complete overhaul of the roster.  It began to feel like a completely different team and organization.

It is with these thoughts in my head that I began to ponder, “Why am I not rooting for my home team?”  A few answers came to my head.  First, people associate me with the Titans; I may look like a fair-weather fan if I switch (which is the opposite of what I consider myself to be).  Second, even though the organization looks and feels different, it is still technically the same organization that drafted Earl Campbell and Ernest Givins.

I struggled with this issue for a long time.  And although it may seem like a trivial thing to some, sports in the Tiner family are anything but trivial.  It is a part of who we are.

And who I am is a Houstonian.

So, having said that, I am writing to say that I have decided to quit fighting what my heart has been leaning toward for quite a while.  I am openly admitting that I am a Houston Texans fan.

I am not jumping ship because the Texans are better; they were actually the worst team in the NFL last year, losing 14 games in a row.  It is more that I am experiencing the removal of the Oilers from the city of Houston 19 years after everyone else did.

Lastly, this is certainly not an easy thing for me.  Honestly, I sat for 20 minutes in front of my computer wondering if I should publish this.  But I feel like I have been right on the edge of this for a while.
I do not want to completely sever ties with the Titans/Oilers organization, as it will always hold a special place in my heart.  But I am ready to fully embrace all of the teams of my city. 

Go Rockets.  Go Astros.  And……   Go Texans.